Thursday, March 02, 2006

I've been a wandering. wondering.

Its really strange these days. Everything i mean. I'm pretty sure im getting worse/better in terms of my random retardness. Or whatever you call it. I mean i have a clown nose, now, and i just drew on a mustache for a history presentation. Plus im really trying to start acting more. Which is really weird. Couple of years back i was as quiet as the dead. Now, im living, if you know what i mean. Probably, you don't. Am i wrong, or are you? Its all in terms of perspective. See, i figured it out. We live, we die, we live for eternity in heaven(as I hope and pray). And when you think about it, even we we live for a century, thats nowhere near eternity. So whats the point of being so, so... boring. Was talking to kentay 'bout this. He tells me (in disbelief) that people think us 416ers are weird, i.e., not normal. I share his opinion that people who think like that are... well... not really very aware of things anymore. I mean, normal, here'n'now? Are you kidding. Just look at the net(got some wicked links at the bottom of the page). We are living in a weird-ass world. And there is nothing we can do about it, except embrace it. I dont mean we should start living a life of decadence. Far from it. We need to start living a life that actually means something. I live for two things, for laughter and dreams. To share this with the world will let me die a happy man. Does that make me weird? Maybe. Definitely,perhaps. But its a nice thing to live for. See im also looking for something. Im not going to die one day, perhaps sooner then i would like to believe, without anything to show for it. I want to die, and go to meet my maker, tell a joke funny enough to justify my existence. Something good enough for God, if you know what i mean. I know that's kind of difficult, impossible perhaps, but I can dream, can't I?

***PLOT TWIST***

This is like, the funniest shit ever. People like Jay Pinkerton make the world a slightly funnier place, no matter how short it is.

This is the weirdest shit ever. 'Nuff Said. People like David Firth make the world a slightly stranger place.


And I am a man who lives for the bizzare and the humorous moments in this life.