Tuesday, December 06, 2005

I'm worried that someone is doing to use my previous post to throw me in jail.

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Last night, i had a dream, and in that dream i had come up with a startling argument that could not be denied. It was about suicide and depression or something. I forgot it all. Its interesting. When I'm alone, ideas start forming that stop me from concentrating or sleeping.I feel strangely invigorated, yet depressed. Maybe depressed is a bad word. I don't get depressed, just mildly annoyed at unrealistic things... I believe the wording is 'ANGST'! Not 'angst'. 'ANGST!'. You pronounce it 'ANG-SSSSTEH', then bow your head and cover your eyes. You can sob, too. But 'ANGST!' as i have found, only works if your an American living in surburbian, like Orange County. See, there, you really have times to pratice. In most other places, you'll be to busy trying to figure out 'how-the-heck-am-i-going-to-get-out-of-this-mess'. But, as i said there are some places where you can just contort and lament to your hearts content.