Friday, July 01, 2005

wow.

i just found the reason for this blog. it struck me suddenly, when i was feeding the pigeons in The Park, some random metaphor for a place in my head. i realized that the answer had been staring at me all along. i dont mean to say it was staring me in the face. in was actually behind me, hiding in a bush, another mind metaphor, which is to say obscure almost forgotten memory. the essences of my revelations can be described in too words.

"Creative Discipline"

i first heard of this some time ago, from a friend of a friend of a friend(at least two of these friends are the same person, and the other one is me). in any case, it is apparently what the ib students of a certain ib school in sg are supposed to possess.

after some reflection, i started to realize what this meant. it means( wel,at least to me it does) that creativity can give someone enough ideas to conquer the world, but discipline is what makes those ideas a reality. sounds corny i know, but that's the only way i know how to phrase it.

its like the title of this blog, 'Chaos Controlled'. it has too meanings. one, it means that i am controlled by chaos in my writings. however, it also means that by putting down the stories in writings, my mind has more control over them.

every word i type is a nail in their coffins, while at the same time, another step to their immortality.

therefore, my path of action is clear. i need only to write and write some more. what more can anyone ask for.

of course, along the way i might screw things up a bit. im not a accomplished writer, not even a novice. but maybe, one day.....





hahahahaha.