Wednesday, June 29, 2005

i started this blog somewhere around ten days ago. then i deleted it. then i started it again. then i deleted it again. then i published it again, swearing never to delete it ever again. after deleting and restarting it one more time i tried to post my first post. guess what happened next.

somehow, i always thought that blogging was easy. you just sign up, set up and vomit everything out onto a key board. turns out, its just as difficult as normal writing. that's probably i had to restart so many times.whoops,sorry. i always apologize for making obvious statements.....nevermind.

in any case, i should probably tell you why i'm doing this. or, i can just not.

i think i wont.

nah, just kidding, i probably have to or this wont really serve any purpose, will it?

then again, i dont really know myself. i do know it has something to do with the stories and maybe even the dreams. i'm not sure but it may have something to do with fire and shadow and blood and bones and whatever. but mostly its about the stories. see, the stories are important. i dont really know how, and i just as hell dont know why, but that doesnt stop them from being important. i suppose everything is important in that sense, but the stories are esspecially important. i think its because they make us more than just humans, make us dream of heaven and fear hell.

or whatever.

okay... now, back to reality for a second. For those of you who know me, you probably know of my previous blog, Madlaughter, which i quickly dismantled once i realized it wasnt what it was suppose to be and someone else was doing it better. in Madlaughter i knew that i was going to try to make 'mad' posts that might inspire laughter. i dont have a game plan for this one, though.i'm still not sure just yet what i'm posting on this blog. i dont think ill ever be sure, for that matter. however, there's one thing i have to ask you, as readers, dont take any of this too seriously. i dont really mean anything by it, im not insane or an attention seeker. its just that i owe it to the guy who's name i use for something that happened ten years ago and didnt stop happening until two. now that i remember, i'm sure as hell not going to forget. oh yeah, and the part about not taking things too serious, folks? that applies to everything here, even this. dont over analyse any of this stuff, you'll just be wasting your time. but then again, isnt that what the internet is for?

oh well...

sayonara.




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